最后一次，我爱你，杰！

在11.9公里距离
好男人和笨女人
在35厘米的距离相识了
就在情人节的那天
命运让他们遇见对方
在一个毫无预告的情况下
他们成为无说不谈的好朋友
当时女生正和别人交往
可是男生并没有因此而放弃女生
因为他知道女生爱的是他
男生不管身边的人怎么看自己
也不管别人的批评
他对女生说“宝贝，我爱你，我不管别人怎么说。我都不会放弃你“
终于，他们在一起了
傻傻的男生在女生生日的时候
带她到动物园玩，这是他们第一天的约会
女生很找就起床准备一切
生怕让男生等她
当天晚上男生给了女生一个浪漫的晚餐
一辈子都不会忘记的一晚
女生的身体不好，常常误了吃饭的时间
男生每次都会打电话提醒女生吃饭
女生胃痛，受伤
男生比谁都还要担心
女生的脾气很坏，很爱发脾气
男生却总是让着她，宠着她，爱着她
可是女生却对男生越来越野蛮
男生开始了解女生的一切
她的过去，她的个性，她的叛逆
但是男生还是爱着女生
也许太过在乎
女生总是怀疑男生
每次都责问男生，不信任男生
其实女生很清楚男生是爱自己的
可能是因为太爱，所以才害怕，因为害怕，所以不信任
因为女生的叛逆，她犯了错，伤了男生的心
男生离开了，离开了女生的世界
笨女生这才发现其实她还很爱男生
女生想男生，很想很想男生
可是一切已经太迟了
有时候，错过的就不能再挽回，已经没机会从来了
女生只能默默的祝福默默的等男生
男生和女生的未来，或许会继续
也或许不会，或许男生会很幸福，因为他找到更好的女生
可是女生的一生就只有那个傻傻的男生
再也没有人会用心去爱她
也许是因为女生的心只有男生
她不想也不愿去接受别的男生
真正寂寞的人，不是因为没人陪在身边
而是因为错过了这一生唯一明白自己，自己也爱的人
所以才会寂寞
我，女生，因为错过了爱我的男生
所以我很寂寞
但愿你们珍惜身边的人，因为时间不会为我们倒流
错过了，就再也会不来了

6 of march is my birthday o..
guess what i get from my bi kiat
a pair of couple ring^^
dummy bi force himselve to sleep late
so that he can give me th present on 12.00 6 of march
din expect my bi is that romantic
althought my bi is gonna pk this month
but he still give the best to me..
this is the best present i ever get^^

well...bi went to work in the morning
so i went with jessie in the afternoon
we went to payramid have our lunch
than shop ever shop we pass by
haha!!we are the shopping queen
jessie bought herself a dress and a bla bla bla
after 1 hour shop we get tired and decide to find a place st down yam cha
since we both vv long din see each other
lot thing to update
we went to zen have a piece of cake and drink
we both leave pyramid around 4 sumting

at night bi bring me to baywatch to celebrate my birthday
the food was nice but expensive
kisian my bi
after go tropicana city for movie
but all the time no match
so end up we went to da gei with bi de fren
by the time we bak home already 12 sumting
time to sleep 99

i dun know

I dun know why everythng i did you will so angry till wanna break up
i dun know how to mantain out relationship
i dun know how to stop my tear
i dun know what kind of girl u want
i dun know what you want mee to do
i dun know what should i do
i dun know what else i can do
i dun know how far we can walk
i dun know how many tear i can ever drop
i dun know how many pain i can take
i dun know when will be the next time you dun wan me again
i dun know why you dislike me so much
i dun know am i your type girl
i dun know what is your heart thinking right now
i dun know tml will you still be the same as usual
i dun know how long we can move
i really dun know
what i know is i love you all the time
no matter what you did
how much pain you have given me
my heart to you is still the same

First Year Anniversary

Today is our day . Baby fetch me out to Midvalley .
I'm happy that she fetch me out . This is the 1st time she fetch me .
I was so proud that she can reach my hse .
hehe
She is a dangerous driver . True ! try sit beside her u will know how i felt .
U can see the pic below she not really smile because of get scolded by me .
hehe
By KK

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wake up early in the morning help mummy do something

once bak home than 55 go shower

sorry for keep my bi waiting..haha

he keep sms me asking when u come what u coming o..all that

went to bread story buy a cake before driving to bi house

well..yes i am driving^^wakakak

can't imagine how i reach his house also???

hmm.....welll

my bi had mension everything after we meet

so iM not going to repeat it

just BIIIIII next time dun scold me till cry

i will kill you...hahaha

and 1st of march is our 1 year annivesary

finally!!!!

This is the surprise she gave me . winks

Why im driving now ? because she failed the parking . She be song me and sit behind . Aihs

Ahhh . fake smile . hehes

The Best Memory

Wuya!! went to aquaria at klcc????

erm..dun know where la..with my bi kiat

wakaka..force him to bring me go^^

forget to bring my student id so needpay 28 per person

miss out the feeding when we reach..

feeding show timw:11.30 & 4.oo

if u want to see how they feed the fishy

make sure u come at that time ya

have lot fun playing around with my bi

take billion of photo on that day

but most of them stuck in my camera

keep forget to charge them

and due to the biggg size of pic

need time to edite 1st

show ya more photo another day ya^^

with love..keep it as my best tham memory

which mouth is more scary huh

i kena bite by a shark...omg

some one snap shoot without infroming

two snake in a time..siok bo??

some one fall a sleepp

piggy

solution

i love the way you treat me right now
thanks for sacrifice again
thanks for stay by my side for another month
i really can't handle it if you leave me..
exam is coming
i dun wan any unhappy thing spoil my exam mood
but the thing i promise i will do it for you too
i am going to leave you 1st of feb
which is our 11 month anniversary
11 month is more than enough for both of us
finally i understand what you have told me when say want to break
cuz i have the same feeling too
bi..sorry for the past i keep say break up
make you feel sad and scare to couple
in between one month
you say break lot time too
now is my turn to feel afraid of couple
cuz i dun know when you will say break again
when will you not sure bout ur feeling again
i will leave quietly so that you wont feel again pain
hope in this month wont make you feel stress
after this month i wont be there obstuct you
lastly..thanks bi..and i wan you to know
i will never wan to leave you if possible

wat you want from me???

hei..i really dun understand you at all
i am there waiting for one month
but you keep say you want to be single
no matter what i do
how hard i try you jusy remain the same
and now..finally i decide to leave you
i pack my thing in your house
you hold my hand and say dun need pack la
you will use it another day
i told you i am not going to come bak this place dy
than you tml and maybe wed you will come here again le
you hug me and call me to stay beside you
you say you want to couple back'
but is just less than 12 hour..today morning when i ask u again
you say you not sure you dun know
are you trying to play my feeling,,you are 20 years old boy
'not a kid anymore.. can you be a bit reponsible on what you say
im a human being..i do have feeling
i will cry hurt and sad..dun just becuz of something than you want to pull me bak and leave me again
this is not a love game..i take it seriously when comes to a relationship
thing that say out can't take bak..love that give out is hard to take bak
if you really love me..don't make me sad anymore and be a good bf

Last Memory

Our bear..dummy and dumbie

i wonder where are them now

the last dinner we had be4 break up

almost went to ikano every week to search for our pet pet

but end up..no buy..haih

having lunch after my class..due to ot on sunday night

so u dun need to work on monday..i love the bao

driving bak from coll..being noty girl keep kacao u while driving

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男人不坏，女人不爱，因为有魅力的男人才能让女人心动

因为心动，才会心痛

没条件的男人没女人爱，也不会伤女人的心

其实男人不坏，只是太多女人爱

可惜爱不能分享，所以一定有人被伤害

我对你的爱，以收不回来

你的一封信息，能让我乐开怀

我总是以最快的速度回你

只希望能和你多聊一会儿

我知道这样很没尊严

我也知道这样毫无意义

可是我又能做些什么

爱上你就注定受伤害

记忆里的都是你的影子

梦里模糊的脸，是我对你的思念

所有的地方，都有我们的回忆

无论我走到哪里，都会想到你

只因太爱你，太过依赖你，无论到哪里都有你的陪伴

无论做什么，都有你的支持

事到如今，我还剩下什么，只有你给的美好回忆

我很想恨你，可是越恨你，就证明我越爱你

对你最后的回忆，是眼泪，怀念，不舍，依恋，缠绵

我相信你最后对我说的话，不管别人怎么说

就像一开始我不管所有人的反对，都要和你在一起

我不理会别人对你的批评，因为我相信你对我曾经认真过

一段感情的破灭，不是一个人造成的

我们两个都有错，只怪我们太年请轻

不懂得怎么维持一段感情，你的任务已经完成了

谢谢你陪我走了这段路，接下来就是别人挽着你的手，带你到新的旅程

我祝福你，因为我爱你，我放手让你走

最后的回忆，谢谢你，我的美好回忆

i am just stupid

i am really super duper stupid
was waiting him to date me yesterday
stay at hstel dun even dare hang out with fren
or bak puchong
he promise will date me out de..
but i think i really expect too much from him
a message is so tham ntg to him
message a grl is totally easy job
should i continue wait him today
or bak my own house
i know he din work today
but i thinik he will go do his car instead of looking me
haih..sumhow feel sad that i still love him
when can stop all this stupid thing
i dun wan to wait a person with no ending
and no respond

mao mao sot jor??

was wearing his t-shirt to oioi this few day
i think i really siao jor
can't sleep without him><
haih..today no place to go..stay at home on9
so sien le...any one wan bring me out..
babes..where r u all o..
finally get his message yesterday night
although is short and simply
but is more than enough dy..
at less i still got his name in my inbox
was doing some stupid thing
i go save all his message from inbox to a new folder
so scare his name forever gone from my message area
ar....today when to gym practice the performance
din reall prepare the step..go there only think
messy plus funny
i am going to call the girls dance sexy
and boys act cute..wakaka
sick for 3 week..when only i will recover
hope all of u will have a happy night lo
i will just be good girl stay at hostel think my gym dance step

add oill lee von

wake up early in the morning
1st thing come into my mind is him again
miss the way he wake me up miss the way the pull me up
but i din cry..just miss..think i still love him
but i am going to put him away
i know i can make it..give me few more week
remick call me at 9.30 wake me up
than follow jo wai go coll
class start at 2 so went to citc online till 12.30
remick call me for lunh with zen ping
my noodle taste like......er....my god><
time for class..they fetch me bak to coll
today all my classmate dun know why so siao
all keep talking and laughing all the time
3pm^^ class end..issac come to block h look for me
we walk around coll than talk talk talk..
he say look so guai but vv 38..lol..what o..
gor gor come to coll fetch me bak pv to meet wai hong
wai hong come all the way to fetch me hong..thanks you so much
after dinner with parent..i start miss him again
cuz this is the time he bak from coll
i get to hug him when he bak home..
really feel like contact him..but i wont do it
cuz i know he dun wan me appear in his future
he already dun love me..what for i still find him
din cry since yesterday noon..and i will keep it..
i will forget him one day..add oil lee von

Here is some photo taken by Erik NapPro Tan(facebook user name) do add him you wan^^

some how i look super ugly in this pic>

and why am i look so tham fat..must go diet dy..lol..others model all look so hot and sexy

i am the only one out of the team..sien

i think i am doing must more better today..

although i do cry when i wake up and even i am in class

but i am not that emo anymore

becuz i know my fren is there to support me

early in the morning andrew come fecth me to coll

cuz he know i just broke up sure will suffer bout transport to coll

thanks andrew for doing all this and those thing that you say in the car

in class..listening to some song..tear drop again

but i am able to stop it in server second

cuz i know no point crying anymore

our cute khai mean suddenly ask me bout those thing i post in my blog

she say why am i so emo..argue with bf

my tear drop again..lol!!!

hooi teng stand infront of me and act like crying

she look so cute and funny even i want to continue cry also kenot

i really feel so happy that i have such a friend with me

last time only stick to my bf seldom go class also

but when it comes to troble..you friend will always stand by ur side

today jo wai no come to coll, while i am thinking how to go bak puchong

wong call me and say he can come to coll fetch me bak

i am really vv lucky that i still have friend to support me

and help me slove my problem..wong bring me to tesco sushi king to have our lunch

when i reachh home..saw teng teng messagw from facebook

what she was saying was right, i shouldn't contact a guy that dun even wan to see u anymore

teng teng teach me lot skill on doing something too..

but that's our secret..i am not going to post it up here.wakaka

last....i just wan to say thanks you to all my friend that give me your hand when i fall down

i love you all so much..muazks muazks

i am lost

yesterday when for auto car show..
racheal say is so hard to make up for me
cuz my eye bengkak 99
cry too much that night
haih..
saw him at bukit jalil station
din get a chance talk to him
dun even dare to do so
scare he dislike it
so sad tear lost control again
derrick help me take care my make up
wipe off all the tear
we when into the station and saw lot nice car
than we start do shooting
lucky dun need me to smile
just be cool
i do sms him
but he only reply me once
and short...after dinner with ss member
daniel come to bukit jalil pick me up than we went to envy
thanks daniel come for far to fetch me
really din know it was tat far from envy to bukit jalil
sms him again today morning
the way he message is totaly diff dy
haih..i think he really dun care me anymore
how sad is this
i tot i can control myself stop finding him
but yesterday already start sms him
haih..chill..
be strong and stop look for him anymore

19 DEC 2009

can't sleep
just now in your room i still feel tham sleepy
but how come when i reach my own house
i dun even feel like sleeping
we din make it till sunday
this time is really the end of our relationship
i din realize that you feel so pressure
you are not happy at all when we bak tgt
you feel stress when i treat you good
how come our relationship will become like that
when i found out the reason is already too late
thing not going to change
the love has gone is gone
there is nothing you can do to get it back
tonight is our last night of couple
we went to 1 u have our dinner
shopping a while
and you brough me key chain
after that we back to your house again
we chat a while kiss ans so on
10.30 is time for me to go home
daddy is waiting
you hold my hand while driving
when is almost reach my house
i start hold ur hand more tight
i really dun want to let go
but i understand that single is what you want now
and i know you wan see me happy and start a new relationship
i will try
try to find one suit me
tear droping ot from my eye
the last thing you do for me is
help me carry my thing into my house
thanks bi
in this two week
today is the day i feel most happy
is becuz you finally smile
smile from your heart
i keep you beside me for this two week
is really my fault
i shouldn't be so self-fish
sorry bi
you are free now
do what you want to do
i wont be there blocking you anymore
you are on your own
love you so much
thanks for giving me so much memory in this 10 month
and thanks for forgive me so many time
i am really a noty girl
but the funny thing is
when i am noty that time u fall for me
when i change u leave me
you say maybe is becuz you like me to be noty..
do you think i can control myself not to find you how many day
let check it out
good night bi..tml still need go work de o
me need wake early too..
help me say thanks to ur mummy for taking care me
the thing that remain in ur room just let it be
and rmb to put the board on top of ur bed
at less let it remain there till you found the next gf
i love you till now

17 DEC 2009

3 more days to go
it seem like our relationship is getting worst
i can see the answer in th future
but at less i complete all the staff
that i wanted to do long time ago
finally our memory card is done
thanks god it look nice
we stick the pur photo tgt
we arrange the photo tgt
but i know you are just doing wat i say
you dun even feel like doing it
nvm..i just want to finish it and that;s all
although i dun wan let go at all..
but what i can i do
nothing...
i dun know the next time you say break
what will i do
just forget bout it..and be happy for the rest of the day

Tuesday 15 DEC 2009

less than 6 day to reach our dead line

Sunday 20 DEC 2009

but everything seem din go well

you still busy bout your stuff

and leave me behind

i know things can't rush

but i really affair of the ending

yesterday sick

my whole body swelled with fluid

even my face look like a fat women

haih!!!really dun want you to see me like tat

this few day i hardly see you or even talk to you

you bak home eat than out again

than when you bak again

you look so tired

so i rather you go sleep

i ask you do you love me you say yes

but when i ask you will you leave me

than you ignore me

what can make you change bak to my be love bi

i have try everything i can

but it doesn't work at all

it is the end of our story

after passing so many problem all that

a word no feeling than is the end

a new world izzit always better till you must go for it

did the image in your future change?

tell me more talk to me more

i really feel unstable

Bak to a relationship

finally, we couple bak again

but how long it will last for this time?

one week two week or even less than a week

i dun wan play around with our relationship

i am serious in it

but it seen that you have lost the intrest to me

sumhow u felt that without me u might feel more happy

but thanks you for staying another week becuz of me

i feel bit confuse in this week

i feel 10% stress

cuz dun know when will u suddenly say break up again

i feel 10% scare

becuz i dun wan to lost u from my life

i feel 80% happy

becuz u are bak to me again

last time you are the one keep chasing me bak

now i think is my turn to do that

i dun know can i make it anot

but i will try my best

cuz i love you bi...

really love u de o..dun cincai break up again k

so!! here is some photo that we take

after we couple bak^^

I wonder where my bi looking..got leng lui meh

Haha..bi just woke up..look so blur

end of the story

爱过 恨过 痛过 也哭过
我还能做什么
you choose to leave
you choose to stay single
you say you prefer like this
no matter how i cry
how much i wish to get u bak
but had already decided to leave
what else i can do??
wait you..
i know you wont bak to my side
ignore you
i can't make it
miss you
yes!that's wat i always do
but what do i get
tear droping out of eye
where is the bi that use to love me alot
and telling i am his forever
where is the bi that use to hug me when i sleep
telling me he see me in his future
you promise you will never break up
you pomise you will never hurt me again
you promise you will stay beside me no matter what happen

crying crying and crying
dun even dafre cry infront of u..
cuz i know u dun like it
cry when u r not around
do u know that

Sadness

been busy for assignment and exam
finally i get to write my blog again...
dun feel that well this few week
he has choose o leave
finally..after so many argue and tear
there is nothing u can do when a guy really change thier heart
tear and blood couldn't change thier heart
what else u can do
nothing..wait wait and wait...
still the same
what he say now may be sweet
still love u...
who knows when will he holding another girl's hand
i dun know dun want to..

Genting

wei..yesterday i went up to genting with my a level fren
we meet at gambak lrt station at 7.45
but our fren sam yew is late><
the most importan thing is our ticket is with him..
lucky he din late for 30 min
if not we all need to buy bus ticker again
huuuu.....
we took bus to genting skyway
i am so scare to sit cable c
wuwuwu...
genting is so tham cold..
guess wat i wear..
a sngle and a short
zha dou...my finger and leg transfer to ice cube...
we went in theme park..
and play sum of te game..so sad is raining
we can;t play all
hmm...wat ever..as long as i have fun my fren
and at night my bi kiat come up to genting
we play bowling with sam yue they a
my bi so pro...(admire)
love my bi kiat..after celebrate kai qing birthday
my bi fetch me bak to his house and oioi lo
so..nothing much to say dy..cuz too much..
thanks sam yew for inviting..
rui jia, suh kuan, sin rou, stevent, kai qing, stevent, urong, moses, ni hua
for giving me a great memory