i am just stupid

i am really super duper stupid
was waiting him to date me yesterday
stay at hstel dun even dare hang out with fren
or bak puchong
he promise will date me out de..
but i think i really expect too much from him
a message is so tham ntg to him
message a grl is totally easy job
should i continue wait him today
or bak my own house
i know he din work today
but i thinik he will go do his car instead of looking me
haih..sumhow feel sad that i still love him
when can stop all this stupid thing
i dun wan to wait a person with no ending
and no respond